alright. enough is enough. i'm sick of this. i don't like feeling bad and from this point on i'm not gonna. so troops..(actually lol, theres just one) what's crackalackin? hell i love that word!! i made it up ha aren't i cool or what?! really i'm not, i jus like that word lol. so i missed living single again tonight. figures! i was watching the kids. ah well. the queen will still be there tomorrow lol. i'm sleepy. ill go in a min. maybe. damn those curly fries were good tonight! took me long enough to finally get some. and yo, where my homie?! we need to write something..k? cool. i think all the yawning is going to my brain. lol..yes. i bet you just yawned now huh didnt ya huh huh?! right on.

My new favorite christmas song:

Merry Christmas From The Family  -dixie chicks and rosie o'donnell

-intro-

(spoken)
natalie- alright. well uh tonight we have something a little special seeing as how its the christmas season and all, thought we'd get everybody in the holiday spirit and we have a special guest thats gonna come out. we haven't really met her yet but
rosie- hello everybody, how are ya? hello detroit, motor city! how ya girls doin?
n-good
r-good to see ya, nice to know ya. ya'll know me? i'm trixie dixie
n-trixie dixie
r-yep
n-nice to meet you
r-thank you uhh there was a contest down at my local 7-11 down in arkansas where i live. whoever could hold on to a dixie chick poster for the longest amount of time got to perform here in detroit.
n-right
r-i held on to that sucker for 14 days.
n-(laughs) 14 days?
r-14 days. i didnt eat i didnt sleep i wore a depends undergarment so if i had to go to the bathroom i just went right there and no one even knew it
n-14 days
r-14 days
n-thats dedication
r-so now im here to do a little song with ya'll
n-okay
r-somethin i wrote a few years back. i hope ya'll enjoy it.

(sung)

(nat)
Mom got drunk and Dad got drunk
At our Christmas party
We were drinkin' champagne punch and home-made eggnog

(rosie)
Little sister brought her new boyfriend
He was a Mexican
We didn't know what to think of him
Till he sang "Feliz Navidad"
"Feliz Navidad" that means merry christmas in espanol. thats what it means. sure does

Brother Ken brought his kids with him
The three from his first wife, Lynn
And the two identical twins from his second wife, Mary-Nell

(nat)
He also brought his third wife, Kay
Who talks all about AA
Chainsmokin', while the stereo plays
Noel Noel, The First Noel

[chorus] (both)
Carve the turkey, turn the ballgame on
Mix margaritas when the eggnog's gone
Send somebody to the QuicPac store
We need some ice and an extension cord
A can of bean dip and some some Diet Rites
A box of tampons and some Marlboro Lights
Hallelujah, everybody say, "cheese!"
Merry Christmas from the family

(nat)
Fred and Rita drove from Harlejin
I can't remember how I'm kin to them
But when they tried to plug their motorhome in
They blew our Christmas lights

(rosie)
Cousin David knew just what went wrong
So we  waited out on our front lawn
He threw the breaker 
And the lights came on
And we sang "Silent Night"
Oh, "Silent Night"
Oh, "Holy Night"

(both)
Carve the turkey, turn the ballgame on
Make Bloody Marys cause we all want one
Send somebody to the Stop N' Go
We need a can of cheese and a can of fake snow
A bag of corn-nuts and some Diet Sprites
A box of tampons and some Salem Lights
Hallelujah, everybody say, "cheese!"
Merry Christmas from the family

rosie-big ending girls

Feliz Navidad

n- merry christmas ya'll
r- merry christmas god bless you dixie chicks god bless you band
n-that was excellent thank you
r-id love to stay but i gotta go
n-you do
r-i got songs to write, i love you. i love you, i love all of you, i love you. i love the motor city, 
i love you! i love you people!
n- i think somebody who keeps their hand on our poster for 14 days needs some help

if no one hears from me for a few days, maybe forever,  2 things have either happened.

1. i'm living under a bridge somewhere
2. i'm dead.

cause right now, that's how things are looking. more or less, once we leave this house, there is no place to go. mainly because the other house needs alot of work. i am really looking for a fight right now with the "parental figures". i'm not going to do it, they're crazy. screw them. i can stay in that room, they can go live where ever. but the dead part still holds true. savages live out there. i doubt a co2 pistol can do any good. so it's come down to this. maybe the bridge will be high tech and have dsl. but i'm leaning towards it probably won't. i'm gone.

.see everyone in the funny papers.

Our lives are about to change. Drastically. It could be for the better, it could be for the worse. Either way, its going to be a long haul. My grandma called this morning, then my mom had to call her brother Bo. He said someone needs to go over there and stay with her because she's sick and he's tired of taking care of her. He asked my mom if she had a daughter that lived with her and my mom said yes. So he asked if "that girl" could come over there and stay with her and drive her. My mom said no, that I don't drive. So its going to happen like this..either we find a trailer house to move to my mom's land in oakhurst so we can all stay there or..I move in with my grandma. And there is no way in hell I'm going to do that. That'd mean I'd have to cook for her, clean for her, wash her clothes and help her with anything else. I am no maid, I don't care who it is. My grandma has never done anything for besides give me $10.00 for my birthday every year and she stopped that even. She forgot mine and my sis's birthday this year. She never has said she loved us or anything. If you ask me, I kind of wish it was her that died last year instead of my grandpa. I loved him. Anyway, it'll be fun moving to Oakhurst. Its only like 15 minutes to Huntsville. Maybe I can learn to drive when I'm over there so I can go get a job. It'll be hard moving but once we get there, it'll all be worth it I suppose. Dunno how soon this is going to happen, I'm betting within this month. Well, I'm off to pop some popcorn and watch a movie or 2.